Ruby on Instagram: "Ewen should have come first. The comparisons are hard sometimes. Our lives so far apart. He never had his first love, first heartbreak, hangover (to be fair neither have I 😅) or party. We didn’t take the school bus together, or share stories about our day. He didn’t scream about Xbox or chant football chants with Dad. Instead it was balamory on repeat, the same packet of Jammie dodgers for a lifetime, tinkling elf slippers, nursery rhymes and cuddly bears. Instead of driving